A list of things I think or fear daily

This will not be interesting

• What if I hit an animal while driving and it dies?
• What if it doesn't die
• Why haven't I put gloves in here yet so I don't get rabies??
• WHAT IF I GOT RABIES
• I don't have insurance
• I'll probably die
• I'd kind of be ok with that
• Am I still suicidal?
• I should write more
• I need to work more
• I have no money
• Why can't I just work?
• Why can't I just stop existing so I don't have to worry about it
• Shit... AM I still suicidal??
• I wish I could afford a therapist
• I don't even know how to talk anymore
• My fucking teeth are rotting
• Maybe I'll get an infection 
• I heard bad teeth can make you have a heart attack
• I wish I could fix them
• How long until it's noticeably bad?
• How do you fix something like this?
• I probably can't afford it
• I need to go to college
• I can't even hold a job without throwing up everyday
• Maybe I could get on disability
• There's nothing wrong with me
• That's a lie and I know it
• FUCK
• Hopefully my teeth kill me
• That's a stupid way to die and wtf again with this??
• I wonder if a lobotomy would make me feel better
• I'm getting too old for this
• I'm hungry but I haven't eaten in two days and that makes me happy
• Drinking monster is making my teeth worse
• I can't work without the caffeine
• And I need money to fix my teeth
• Wonder if I can order veneers off amazon
• Fuck am I supposed to be picking up food or dropping it off?
• I need to see a doctor
• They'll probably suggest a psych stay again
• They always do.
• That's fucking annoying they don't even know me
• Maybe I'm really just THAT unstable 
• No. No. No. 
• I'm fine. I'll force me to be fine
• I'm so fucking tired
• Fuck it's only been like 10 minutes. I'm exhausted
• Shit was that a red light?
• Whatever fucking take me death I dare you.
• No I have too much going on for me right now
• Why the fuck am I like this?