Things I used to like

I miss feeling like I had a partner. I miss never being alone. I miss the constant attention, the questions of how I am, how things are. I miss the endless texts useless "now im just sitting here bored." I miss not having enough room to sleep. Being too hot. Being squished. I miss feeling important. Like the only thing that matters. I miss the devotion. I miss feeling like half of a pair. A lot of times now, it feels like its just me. A part-time lover. I'm lonely.