I promise. Had I not been so weak of heart I would have told you. Had I not been so selfish I would have begged forgiveness. Had I not been so fearful I would have given you the same honesty I had for you when we were paired.
Had I known you would have torn yourself from me so cruelly I would have parted sooner.
Had I known I would hurt you so dearly I would have spared you the grief...
If I could take any harm I have caused you on to myself I would bear it with the happiness knowing that you had not witnessed my monstrosity...
I would take your burdens and gladly carry them away from you...
Poems will be written in your honor and yet I hope you shall never see them. My shame is enough to hold for centuries and for you to know how my affections burn on after with wither my intentions.
Do not look at me, I am not worthy
I long for your arms
I want only you.
Need is no longer my reason. I do not need you
But I want you with all that is within me. I want your touch and your voice. I want to wake with your face beside me.
I wish that you deprive me off all things.
But I ask only for you...
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