Story 2

Being unworthy.
It's suffocating. You can tell yourself a thousand times a day that you're wrong and you deserve basic respect as a human.
You can play your lack of respect for yourself as a quirky sort of sexy secret.
You can pretend that you don't know all of the terrible reasons behind loving being choked during sex and why you're OK with clawing someone until they bleed.and why even in all your rage you want to submit.
But then someone comes along to make you feel vulnerable and it's the worst thing you've ever experienced because it hurts.
But not in a human way.
You are strong and cruel and cold and selfish. And so are they.
Don't give in babygirl. You aren't part of that world and you only bring disappointment and sadness and your own rage and fear.
You are not meant for good things yet. You aren't worthy.
You are a toy you are a demo.
You aren't worthy.