You were one of the first i trusted when i didnt trust anyone. I loved you before i even knew how to love. You were my everything. My role model.
You taught me how to be a normal girl.
You say drift like it was something gradual.
I just desperately wanted to know what i did wrong.
But i accepted that i was a "poser" and that meant i was dirt because thats all i had ever been taught.
I needed you when he said hed save me but he choked me instead. I needed you when i was told i was loved when i was hit.
I needed you when i gave my virginity so he'd love me because everyone was gone and i didnt think i was worth it.
I needed a lot of people once upon a time... Now I'm just waiting to give up.
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