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A little demon she was. A tiny fragile thing. Insignificant, believing she meant anything. Everyone made promises and excuses, apologies, it all goes on and on and on and on.

She spends eternity alone. 

People blame themselves

Yeah id love to write a suicide note saying so and so and he or she was why i killed myself.
Dont flatter yourself.
Ive wanted to die before i knew feelings. I wanted to die before i knew i could do it myself.

To my middleschool best friend

You were one of the first i trusted when i didnt trust anyone. I loved you before i even knew how to love. You were my everything. My role model.
You taught me how to be a normal girl.
You say drift like it was something gradual.
I just desperately wanted to know what i did wrong.
But i accepted that i was a "poser" and that meant i was dirt because thats all i had ever been taught.
I needed you when he said hed save me but he choked me instead. I needed you when i was told i was loved when i was hit.
I needed you when i gave my virginity so he'd love me because everyone was gone and i didnt think i was worth it.

I needed a lot of people once upon a time... Now I'm just waiting to give up.