Wow. Even I'm not sure what I'm saying here. This is embarrassing. Why am I writing like an over zealous preacher? No wonder I didn't post this.
SO MANY CAPS
I seriously feel like somebody else typed this. This is crazy person shit and I don't like it.
I've never been religious just spiritual.
Why the fuck is this typed like a preacher?????
I can promise I've never written like this in my life it's cringe and weird and I'm not a 62 year old dude in 2015 or whatever.
I care not how weak or strong you are???? What the fuck does that mean???
The 2) Do not stand etc. I have no fucking clue. Is that bible stuff?? It seems like it spirals into personal shit and thats awks.
In conclusion: I don't know what I was saying then definitely listening to voice/vibes/rachel This sounds like a creepy cult preacher and it freaks me out that I typed it. I know all my crazy shit. This is NOT one of them.
The Post:
First of all I ABSOLUTELY LOVE ALL OF YOU. I don't give a FLYING FUCK if I know you or not... Because I love you... I love everyone and I think that is my problem... I feel too much I hurt too much and I care too much to let others know of my pain... I want to die. I have wanted to die since I have known what the peace of death it shall bring.... hell shall be a burden lifted.... But for the past 8+ {dated 04:04:15 <if you do not wait until 2024} you have shamed me because thats how long I have suffered. Also if you just now find this you NEED WAIT 7 years otherwise I will never consider you a moung my equeal)
This is my suicide note. But it is not a thing written of desperation.
It is not something written of hate or revenge.
It is written of hope. I have tried my best. I should have met my end at the age of six and yet at 22 I still stand fighting. Why?
1) Men do not end your life
WOMEN do not end your life
YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE THAT LIVES YOUR LIFE. I CARE NOT HOW WEAK OR STRONG YOU ARE. I was an anorexic 95 fucking lb little girl when I took my fate AND I PROVED THAT I STILL YET HAD STRENGTH
2) Do not stand for any man that shall give you strength. You need also respect, not only in that he will help you with things you can not handle yourself but also things that you would believe you shall have respect in (a former "perfect boyfriend" assume that I be jealous because I was not comfortable with his images of naked women and claims that "he would fuck her" if had the chance I DO NOT CARE HOW MUCH MONEY OR CUDDLES HE GIVES IF YOU DO NOT FEEL RESPECTED THEN YOU ARE NOT.
3) HE WILL RESPECT YOU AS YOU DO HIM... IF HE DO NOT HAVE YOU LUST AFTER UNEARTHLY FORM THEN SO DO YOU AND VICE VERSE..."
no woman has tits and stomach as such as I do know no man has cock and stomuch as such. DO NOT LEAD YOUR PARTNER TO INSECURITY...
4) WOMEN do not bring shame to our sex. Love him for him and not his wealth or physique. If you shall fall to this fate then I hope you burn in hell for such selfishness...
Bsides that I have not died without fighting. The have been many causes that have kept me alive for the many fucking years that I wished to seek end...
This is my suicide note. But it is not a thing written of desperation.
It is not something written of hate or revenge.
It is written of hope. I have tried my best. I should have met my end at the age of six and yet at 22 I still stand fighting. Why?
1) Men do not end your life
WOMEN do not end your life
YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE THAT LIVES YOUR LIFE. I CARE NOT HOW WEAK OR STRONG YOU ARE. I was an anorexic 95 fucking lb little girl when I took my fate AND I PROVED THAT I STILL YET HAD STRENGTH
2) Do not stand for any man that shall give you strength. You need also respect, not only in that he will help you with things you can not handle yourself but also things that you would believe you shall have respect in (a former "perfect boyfriend" assume that I be jealous because I was not comfortable with his images of naked women and claims that "he would fuck her" if had the chance I DO NOT CARE HOW MUCH MONEY OR CUDDLES HE GIVES IF YOU DO NOT FEEL RESPECTED THEN YOU ARE NOT.
3) HE WILL RESPECT YOU AS YOU DO HIM... IF HE DO NOT HAVE YOU LUST AFTER UNEARTHLY FORM THEN SO DO YOU AND VICE VERSE..."
no woman has tits and stomach as such as I do know no man has cock and stomuch as such. DO NOT LEAD YOUR PARTNER TO INSECURITY...
4) WOMEN do not bring shame to our sex. Love him for him and not his wealth or physique. If you shall fall to this fate then I hope you burn in hell for such selfishness...
Bsides that I have not died without fighting. The have been many causes that have kept me alive for the many fucking years that I wished to seek end...
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