Where am i?

I wanted to spend all day on me and Beebs room. 

He sweetly called me his Lil "rot gf" cause I haven't been able to be awake.

I promise I wanted to clean our room but his mom has been telling me about wanting the patio furniture out.

He's so good to me. I don't deserve someone as beautiful as he is. 

I do cater to his mom a bit too much maybe. I just want to show that we can be

Post Easter

Nothings wrong 

                             besides me.

Everyone catered 

                             to my insecurities 

I don't know. I know I cried

                             Everyone was sweet. 

 

Today I feel like a 20oz bottle of sprite. 

Insignificant 

Transparent 

Ready to explode.

Will you open me?

Happy post

I'm going to try and apply for disability with my mom on Tuesday. That's not the point.

I love him.

We weren't exactly highschool sweethearts but we both immediately fell in love the second we met at Feed Our Starving Children.

Right person wrong time.

We were like 14 or 15. I was Veggiesoyrus (veggie, soy, rice) and he was just chicken xD 

He kept getting distracted so I'd shout "CHICKEN!!" at him.

He is perfect. 

Our mom's were ALL ABOUT us hanging out after. I said I'd live to play tennis with him but really I just wanted to be with him.

10+ years I get to wake up with him beside me. I think I'm starting to trust he won't leave me. 

The other day he said he's finally got the girl of his dreams and honestly I've got my guy <3

I get SOO grumpy and mean with him and he's only sweet and apologetic. (I get grumpy when I want snuggles)

He supports me when I'm manic and depressed.

He's honestly everything I've been hoping for.

And I'm hoping we'll stay this way forever.

I know I'm in it for the long haul.

dream?

I feel spirits and a priest trying to take Beebs awake and I think I'm psychically  fighting them.

I'm dumb.

I was about to fall asleep for once