Wednesday, January 27, 2016

To my biological family

I know youve had it hard.
Dear sperm donator for me will and brenda.
I hate you.
I know you were considering adopting us after that monster destroyed Brenda.
I remember you. The tall man after i lost my little mama, you "saved a lady bug" for me
Ive messaged many william lamar Swearingens.
My brother will is mad cause i tried. He doesn't know hes a junior. And i wont let him know because he cant handle pain like me.
My mom died when i was 15 and i found out alone. I grieved by myself before my parents knew because im still upsessed with brenda.
I wanted so bad to meet her when i turned 18... Instead i had to learn about her through my grandma and aunt...
I give up on you like you did me.
I wanted to love you but you dont feel the same